banshee

Its cool outside. Nevertheless, not caving in and self preservation might be most important for now. Stark truths works better than a bucket of cold water over my head.

Yes it might be cold.

as cold as the vapidness of sms content.

Goosh Im so in need of Ayn Rand.

You are so not gonna mess with my head.

881! 搖啊搖

881 add a zero and u can buy 4D.

Royston Tan beats Mr Liang Po Po HANDS DOWN... Talk about movies man

一人一半感情不散 beats itchy itchy ya ya

If you cant find a date... watch it with your mum (she'll love u)

It worked for me...

You could wait.. cos time will prove everything.. but what if i dont even have the time?

simply.. marvelous

Never knew hokkien can be so beautiful...

Its all about the frog in the well...

Yes... I knew I was correct when i started on this "frog in the well' philosophy.

This story i would tell was monologue told by Veran the frog as he lives in his well, summing up his experiences.

Frogs.

Creatures that dwell inside the well. Their world is dark and wet and.. yeah u got the idea right? The only light they get is the light coming in from the open of the well during the day.

Swans.

Swans are mystical creatures living outside the well. Not much are known about them except that they fly. It can be seen as they occasionally fly across the mouth of the well during the day.

Life of a Frog.

Pretty much mundane, hanging out with their froggy friends. Get married and have children.. etc.. all inside their well.

Life of a Swan.

Pretty much unknown. Often seen flying around what the elder frogs call 'the paradise'. They do get married.. with other swans of course.. duh.

The sad life of a frog.

The melodrama unfolds when the frog, let it be male or female, got to know a swan.

TO be cont....

timewarp

Apparently, I time-warped back 6 mths ago and if i could use 1 word to describe everything the word would be.... FUCK-ED...

The rainbow you build over my head crashed... the kaleidescope of colors came falling down... falling down.. falling down...

The myriad of colors filled my senses like a rushing tide.... im blinded... choked and almost drowning

save me... please

Black dog

sometimes when u r down...

troubled

dunno what to do...

after hearing the 'get a life, get a dog' phrase from me.

PLEASE! Do not get a Black dog for god's sake.


‘Black Dog’ used to describe the mental illness known in medical jargon as Depression. Numerous definitions on the Internet describe ‘Black Dog’ as meaning depressed, having the blues, being melancholic or with ill humour. ‘Depression’ can be defined as a state of morbidly excessive melancholy, mood of hopelessness and feelings of inadequacy, often with physical symptoms.Therefore, it can be said Black Dog and Depression are expressions for similar dispositions with the former applying to perhaps the milder end of the continuum

If my dear readers.. are indeed diagnosed.. pleeeeease... reader's discretion is advised..

FYI Winston Churchill had it... seriously...

Lines

Its all about Lines.
The finishing line on the end of residency,
Waiting in line at a chance at the operating table,
And there's the most important line,
The line separating you with the people you work with.
It doesn't help to get too familiar, to make friends.
You need boundaries between you and the rest of the world.
Other people are far too messy.

Its all about Lines.
Drawing lines in the sand
and praying like hell no one crosses them.


At some time, You have to make a decision.
Boundaries doesn't keep other people out, They fence you in.

Life is messy, that's how we are made.

Here's what I know,
If You are willing to take the chance,
The view from the other side................. is Spectacular.

-Grey's Anatomy s01e02

nothing.. further down the yellow brick road

The only thing i wanna do now is to plug into corrinne may and listen to her all day long.

another day.

I should choose to be oblivious.

alas, another locked door. Many would paint a huge 'KEEP OUT' sign and bar it for eternity.

guess thats my strawmanesque panorama...

think again, what would i find in emerald city?

Wizard of Oz-ed

Pretty amused by whats happening...

Im stricken with flu halfway thru work, means im not 'free'

You are sort of 'free' again...

Last minute surprises never fails to cameo my life

Thats its magical way of bending roads that makes them deviate from their intended destination.


down down down my yellow brick road.....

de-hiatus ed

Having been posting for several weeks now. Must be starving and depriving my dear readers of my intellectual snippets, fret not, I shall be ranting on in a while.

Working sucks, serious. However as you observe your pay increasing with the extra hour you are slogging through. For that moment, only for that moment, everything seem so worthwhile. Its like a curse, leeching on your soul, you like it take it away from you. Slowly, you get wearier every morning, hot shower don’t work, coffee neither. Like all Sisyphean tragedy, I end up pretty frustrated, rolling that rock aint easy. A few more weeks and Im out of there, hang on.

Reservist was good, slack, lasted only 5 days and its HIGH key. How good can it get?

Thanks to cheewei for covering me during the reservist period. Great, now we are punching in the god-knows-how-much numbers together. Always great to have a friend to work together with, especially trying to fight the zzz demon.

That leech from work follows me around, always embroidering in a shroud of weariness. Seems like Im always in a limbo, voids my mind.

Still stuck in my current read which seems forever to finish.

When was the last time you tired something so hard but it was not reciprocated. Whats the correct strength to hold a pigeon lest it would fly away nor being crushed to death, I still ponder.
What actually is our relationship right now? Two people seperated by a line. Looking at it? or preparing the turn your back and walk away...

No point getting melodramatic, I need my sleep.