Transcendence

Yes, my exams for yr 2 are officially OVER.

Was finally able to meet huifen for dinner. Was great, maybe i was too queasy, heh.

Without wasting much time, im back to work at Citibank.

The borrowed zest to tide me over my exams came wearing down on me, I feel so drained and hollowed. A creepy sense of nothingness.

Lets face it. I dont like to change. Things just aint the way It was anymore. Some are, but thats not important, because u aint.
The problem with coping with change is that they dont show. The usual exterior pairing with the different interior. That is chilling.

Serendipity, as the previous post suggested. I assumed i had found something. But now, it seems like it was just a mirage, an oasis that can never quench the thirst often only knowing upon dying with dehydration. Well, you wont want that to happen.
I want to believe its isnt. I was thinking whether i could keep up with this, Im always behind, barely keeping up.

Its time to stop thinking and start working on it, lets put an end to all this.

Starting working, reading and exercising.