the big unknown

Thinking of a research project sucks. Got to value-add, be feasible, academic enough, blah blah blah, thats more ingredients than cooking a pot of Indian curry. With 2 ideas already thrown out, I can't imagine how many more would be. BRING THEM ON!

If one closed door brings about other new doors, I reckon my new door is freaking small, cos I can't find it.

30 mins prior to writing this post I was like on a brink of an academic breakthrough. Seems to me that I might had found something good to work on. Well, after that adrenline and googling, Its not.

OK..I lied, It was. But I stopped and looked at the number of tabs in a webpage.. I was like woAHH...

It was something I never noticed till now.

Back to the basics they say, I nearly forgot what I always intended to do, to improve the current IPU.


Yes, the big unknown. Its created by many small unknowns.

Unknown about the fact my next thesis idea would work.

Unknown about how soon my deferment gets processed.

Unknown about how the technician would go about fixing my watch.

Unknown about what I should do next.

See.. my second pot of Indian curry already.

Im not trying to scrutinize Indian food. But the show I saw on Arts Central just now totally left me gaping. This Angmoh cook just throws everything into the pot and keeps emphasizing how easy it is to cook Indian food. Totally regardless of how tedious it is to prepare the spices.
Ought to be shot.

Its weird to say its true.
But I guess she's the biggest unknown of them all, lets leave it to fate.

Coming Sat... drown myself with tequila... meredith-style. I just can't wait.